It was a rough few days, but I am back. I am sorry for the wait and I am sorry that someone decided to spread rumors about me. I am OK. Anyways, I have a ton to do including work and replying to these messages but it may take a while. Thank you for all of your support and love this weekend. It means a lot.
April 2012
109 posts
What kind of classic cars do you like?
Well, I think a better question would be which ones DON’T I like. I love most classic cars and trucks. From the Volkswagen Thing to the Chevrolet Impala, they are beautiful. I am seriously trapped in a different time. I think I belong in the 1930s - 1970s.
10 things about Richard?
Thanks to tallrandomblackguy , I must post 10 things about myself? I normally would not do these things but hey, I try and keep my followers happy so here are 10 things about me.
1) I am not very good at Math.
2) When I was younger, I had a very strong southern accent.
3) Now, I go between many accents like Japanese, British and Northern.
4) I have not seen any of my family on my fathers side since I came out of the closet.
5) I wear nothing but Converse shoes (Unless they are dress shoes).
6) I hate spiders!
7) I am allergic to mushrooms and olives.
8) I am a former Paranormal Investigator, mainly UFOlogy and Cyrptozoology.
9) I am very old in my personality. I like classic music, classic cars, classic movies and of course, nothing is better than a classic suit!
10) Most people cannot tell I am gay just from seeing me or hearing me talk.
Random? Yes, but I did not know what to say.
I am a hypocrite
People come to me for advice and often times, I feel like a complete hypocrite. I give advice to people dealing with the death of a friend or a breakup, I give advice for depression and I give advice to cutters, I help people come out and I help them find reasons to follow their dreams… I try my hardest to help everyone. Yet, I always ask myself: “How can you tell this boy that he has to look past his darkness and find light when you are so dark yourself. Why do you tell people they cannot blame themselves when you feel nothing but guilt? How can you beg someone to live when you struggle to survive yourself?” The truth is, I am a hypocrite, I tell people to be strong and then I break myself, but I do it because I see myself in others. When Ryan died, I did not tell anyone for months. I wore a mask around everyone including my family and best friends. Because I hid what had happened, I had no one to talk to and I blamed myself. I still blame myself for what happened, nothing will ever change that guilt, which is why I am a hypocrite. I am one because I know Once you step into the blame you never step out. I do not want others to make the same mistakes I did. Whether it is attempting suicide or blaming yourself for the death of someone, I might be able to help prevent that.
I am a hypocrite because I love you all and I want you to be everything I gave up on. Please, if you need help come talk to me. I know I cannot take my own advice, but if it can help you, take it for me.
I hope this made sense and I hope I do not loose to many followers over this,
<3 Much love my friends <3 - Richard.
Thank you. I will be strong and try to be a light in the dark world as you said. Thank you <3
Stand tall my friend, you are beautiful!
I'm depressed and I have suicidal thoughts even tho I'm not sure I'd ever be able to do it. My school is so competitive, people I thought were my friends turned out not to be, and the world is so cruel to a person that just wants to be nice to people and get the same back. I don't know what to do.
You are right my friend, the world is a dark place and there are cruel people, which is why you have to stand up and be a light in the dark. Guide people who are in similar situations as you. As for your thoughts, just remember you are not alone, especially here on Tumblr. If you ever are thinking about suicide, please talk to me or someone who can help. You will find true friends and once you leave school, you never have to look back at those people again! Please feel free to talk to me further and I will try my hardest to help! <3 Much love my friend <3 - Richard
Okay, so I fell in love with this guy who just broke up with his boyfriend. He's the first to know I'm gay. He told me he felt in and he kinda let me admit it so I did. We started to send text messages to each other, hung out, and all. We planned to really know each other more. I hoped. Until one day, I got a news that they were back together. We are actually in the same department in the university, I'm a sophomore and they're seniors. I really like him and until now, I think I still love him:(
I am very sorry to hear this, but what you have to remember is that there are plenty of other guys out there who are looking for someone just like you. We often get hooked one one particular person, sadly, that normally does not go well, but give it time, someone better will come along. I have been in this spot before and I hated it, but you will come across someone to make you forget all about this pain. I hope that helped. - Richard
EWWWWWW You reblogged black boys? #unfollow
Go ahead and unfollow me dear, this blog is for all love and no hate! Black couples are just as cute and inspiring as any other race! I love all colors! Love is Love! The only thing “Eww” here is the hate.
I love your blog. You are an amazing person. To go through everything you have gone through and still be here on earth. I give you major respect. You are my inspiration :)
<3 Thank You <3 You guys are what holds me here, all of the love and support I have gotten… I thank you!
I have to say you're very cute and good looking!! :)
Your honor, with all due respect, these allegations are completely false! The true “good looking” one in this case is the Anon! The Anon is the guilty party!
