Don't give up, You've got a reason to live., Why are you so afraid to let Ryan go? I know it is hard, you loved him and he loved you, but it kills me to see you walk around with that pain in your eyes. I will admit (Yes I know you IRL) I have seen you fade so much since last year. Just let a guy take the pain away, Please do this. I want you to put your needs ahead of others.

Don't give up, You've got a reason to live.

Why are you so afraid to let Ryan go? I know it is hard, you loved him and he loved you, but it kills me to see you walk around with that pain in your eyes. I will admit (Yes I know you IRL) I have seen you fade so much since last year. Just let a guy take the pain away, Please do this. I want you to put your needs ahead of others. <3 <3 <3 You deserve to love again and I deserve to see the real Richard again.

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OMG… I do not know who you are, but I love you… I have tried to move on, I really have, but I just cannot seem to let him go. As much as I love this, I still have to put others ahead of me. I do not care about having a boyfriend so much as having someone to just hold me… I am just a big mess lol.

4srj1jep said: maybe the two of you need to get in a chat (if anon wants to stay anon) and you need to pour your heart out
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Hi, My name is Richard. I am 17 years old. I work as a journalist and natural disaster researcher. I am currently writing several books as well as starting a support project for the LGBT community. I love history, design, architecture, animals and politics. I am a huge on human Rights. I am a bit of a dork. I am a deep thinker and really want to make an impact on the world around me before I leave. If you need help, advice, whatever, I am here to tell you how beautiful you are!

On April 29, 2011, my life changed forever. My boyfriend Ryan committed suicide. Through all the struggles of his death, I met someone who had been through the same thing and he saved my life. Today, I am happy to call him mine. His name is John.

*I do not own any of these pictures unless I specify. They are found on Facebook and Google.*