I swear to all things automotive and architectural design that mixed signals will be my downfall! Why can’t boys just give straight answers and tell you what they are thinking? Damned if I try, damned if I don’t. COME ON BOYS!

I swear to all things automotive and architectural design that mixed signals will be my downfall! Why can’t boys just give straight answers and tell you what they are thinking? Damned if I try, damned if I don’t. COME ON BOYS!

Rest In Eternal Peace
Ryan Arai (1994-2011)
2 years ago, on April 29, 2011, my boyfriend Ryan overdosed - taking his own life. Even though years have passed, not a day goes by that I do not remember him and the memories we shared. I will never forget the little things - his smile, his accent, his laugh, his eyes, his dreams… he was truly a wonderful human being and I know if he were here today, he would be working to change the world. His heart knew no bounds and neither did his dreams.
I miss you so much Ryan, I can only hope one day, I can make you proud and live out a few of the dreams we had together. I am sorry I couldn’t be there that night.
I love you ♥
私はあなたを愛し、私はあなたにライアンを欠場。

“So, before you echo “amen” in your home and place of worship. Think. Think and remember a child is listening.”
- Mary Griffith
In Loving Memory Of Bobby Griffith (1963-1983)

“We cannot be scared, we must unite, join hands and push through the darkness. The future is ours, let’s take it and make equality a reality, not a dream.”
- Richard Kenneth Brannon III
Last one: Me and my friend Jesse chatting on webcam (Before it broke) in my office. That is my monkey in the background!