“Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we’ve been through them all
You make me rise when I fall”

“You’re here
There’s nothing I fear
And I know that
My heart will go on

We’ll stay
Forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on”

Due to the events in Connecticut, I will not be posting anything further today. My heart aches for the families of the victims and aches for our nation today. May we all come together in this time of tragedy to heal the wounds of our country and memorialize those lost.

“These feelings won’t go away. They’ve been knockin’ me sideways.”

I had the most amazing dream last night, I dreamed I was in his arms, I dreamed I was holding his hand as we drove down a long curvy gravel road, I dreamed we were talking about how much we had missed each other and how glad we were to finally be with each other… but that is the worst part of dreams; they can mislead you. The most painful part was waking up and realizing that you were gone and were never coming back. R.I.P. Ryan… God I miss you!